Understatement

That last post, the one revealing that I am depressed, was a gross understatement. The depression is but the title given to a deep and abiding loneliness that I feel. I just realized, as I was walking to this spot where I planned to write this post, that I would do anything to banish these feelings of loneliness. As I write this I feel a crushing loneliness, a loneliness that threatens to consume me from inside. The scary thing is it is only likely to get worse. We just covered a section in psychology that talked about social support groups and I realized that I do not have one. I had so many plans for how I was going to expand my social circle. What happened? I guess you could say there is still time. But I don't even remember what I was going to do. Join the college democrats. That hasn't really worked out.